Tag Archives: heart

Let’s let go soon please

I was in a car crash in 2008/ now it only hurts when I breath. There’s pain/ like a little man pushing back when I exhale./ The air I breath comes back in memories. Stale/ to the taste. I like … Continue reading

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Hide the bruise

If you’re going to tear me/please rip just below the skin/ somewhere I can hide the bruise She picks at my body/ physically. My family pointed out my physical ugliness./ now, I have no confidence in vain appearance. You gave … Continue reading

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Something might break

Something might break/ and in the healing process,I might become better/ or I might become/ bitter. There’s no hospital for the heart./ and when you’re fighting for the chance/ to truly fall in love, you’re bound to break/ someone’s kid … Continue reading

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Built on a heart

Destruction and pain loom around the corner in my mind./ Not chaotic, but completely controled/ waiting for an order. Waiting to be told/ “break times over, knock it down”/ in the rubble, what will I find? I can imagine the … Continue reading

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Heart

In the mirror, I appeared tough. At least to myself. Now I realized, I just never let anyone close enough to really touch me. Now I can see your hand-prints on my soft-dough heart. ______________ When you’re done with me, … Continue reading

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A short essay on friends in the future.

I don’t have room for too many more. I will accept you without unreasonable expectations that I would have had when I was younger. I won’t have hidden gouls that serve me in the long run. The only point I’ll … Continue reading

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“And I regret nothing” is the boldest set of words ever printed on a tombstone.

In the pit of my stomach/ dread. This weekend was so peaceful. And you’ll chase away the peace like an old maid with a broomstick chasing mice. Hello the next 60 years of arguments, burboun, and chaos. “And I regret … Continue reading

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fear, loneliness, worry, and self-doubt

I’ve been reading through some writing I did 2 years ago. I was so foolish. My believes about myself… I thought I was so strong. I thought I was a selfless sailor who’s needs were few and unnecessary and who’s … Continue reading

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Never to touch

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When the circle is complete

When the circle is complete, will I be proud of holding back my heart, or dissapointed? Like a horse on a reign I try to direct my heart, but just like the horse, it pulls and strains and growls at … Continue reading

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